Not my day.

*Yawn* Look at the queue before the main entrance was opened to public. And there i was, standing behind the pregnant lady with a checked-patterned blouse. Waiting and waiting. When it's finally my turn, the person in-charge at the registration counter told me that, oh, medical check-up petang lah, pukul 2. I was oh okay-ing but in my heart i was thinking wth! =/ Woke up so early for nothing. Just not my day!

And so, we went home and i slept la of course zzz. Awaken by dad not long after. He wanted to go MCA to make appeal on my course. I'm happy with my course lah. It's something i'd like to study. But he insisted so we went to this MCA headquarter at Ampang, KL. Today was the closing date already. We were so unprepared. He told me last minute how would i know what should i bring? =/ And when i was filling the form suddenly i realised something. They only help those who didn't get a place at all in any IPTA or those who get a course out of their eight listed choices. Mine was the third lah! Ish. The fella in-charge told us about some other ways where i can try. Why did he tell us?! >.<" It's about writing some letters to UKM to try to change before i enroll into the uni or i can choose to enroll first and then work it out internally. I would choose neither. I hate this kind of things lah! =( But then this who-knows-it-all-aunty was telling me to do this and that. Which made me super frustrated but i can do nothing but smiled back to her. Dad was sigh, i shall just skip him =.="

Super tired after that. Mentally more than physically! Went back Kajang to do body check-up. Stupid government clinic did it so simply. I would have do it myself if i have the equipments! =/ I need to return on Monday for urine test cause you know what! It's almost 5pm and it was time for them to balik rumah. Wth, almost lar, belum 5 lar! If something pops up, i can only do the test three weeks after that lah! @#$%^&*@#$%^&*!!!

Super slow speed. Slower than snailssssss~

Met this fella who said he knows my dad and grandfather too.

My ability to adapt and blend in is real WEAK.

The road not taken.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

A poem by Robert Frost best describes my feeling right now..

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Went back KHS to take my STPM certificate and met a few teachers. Awkwardness when meeting face to face, the typical feeling for parting too long lol.

Body check up tomorrow.

Keep your fingers crossed!

So little time, so much to do!

Busy busy busy~ like a bee! No, like a hive of bees all sum up~~
There are so much to prepare before university. It's gonna be freaking crowded and long waiting queues everywhere cause others are doing the same too. I hate this kind of chaos. I've no enthusiasm for this kind of thing. Too laid back i suppose? Indeed. Went Bank Rakyat at Bangi to close my account there so that i can use the money to open a new account at Bank Islam for university purpose. The fella was explaining so much to me (but i can barely hear him ya, i have hearing problem, i've bubbles in my ear =.=" ) and finally he said minimum amount for saving is RM120, how much do you want? So i said RM2250. He stoned for a moment and asked do you want to pay the fee as well? And dad said nope. Why not zzz? We need to go again for fee next time lor! =/ We wanted to go and close my Agro Bank account too but it's moved? To where! =.=" Went Hospital Kajang for medical checkup but a nurse told us to go to this klinik kesihatan at Bandar Teknologi. They don't do checkup nowadays =.=" Planning to go some other day. In the morning. My body condition is freaking bad now. I need more time to recover! I wanted to say that, i felt so frustrated today. Annoyed with dad's inconsideration. There's still so much to settle before uni!

AKAUN DITUTUP!

This is an book-less saving. No account book i mean.

Gonna get busy again!

Decided.

Four in the morning.
Why am i still awake?
Bothered by something.
I should have let go long ago.
Chest up.
Bid goodbye!
It's that easy.
Oh, it's so hard!
Tears shed.
Laughters stopped.
No man awaits.
For a moment like this.
Reality is cruel.
But it's inevitable.
Friendships ruined.
Hearts broken.
Life is a mess.
Hoping you're bulletproof.
But who am i to judge?
When i've a gun in hand.
Go away.
My last words for you.
With a full stop.

Happy or not.
It isn't up to you to decide.

I said hello hello..

..and you say goodbye goodbye?

Full of uncertainties!

Yoga tonight xD

I think i'm starting to like it. Hee..

The trio.

This Sunday, dad introduced us to a new dimsum restaurant at Taman Desa. Never try before wan. We used to go there for the fish head noodle soup saje. Something to be happy about right! It's time for food again xD We went in trio, mum, dad and me only. But pleasant morning suddenly isn't that pleasant anymore. Mum's moodless. 360 degrees mood swing. She is always talking non-stop but this morning she was freaking quiet. PMS? Scary lah! The new restaurant turned out to be not so nice. Plus, eating under such heavy atmosphere, i can't digest lah! =/

Paddy in chinese.

Siew mai. Not tempting at all.



Mum's favourite. She said not nice!

Thai-style beancurd. This stupid dish burnt my tongue. Serious burn. I can still feel it clearly now =S

Fried beancurd with prawns. Dad likes this, i've no idea why lol.

Siu long pau.

Char siew pau.

Lau sha pau! This one not bad xDD

So in order to lighten mum up, dad suggested shopping! One Utama or Midvalley he asked, mum keep shaking her head. What is this? Tense atmosphere. Went Midvalley also at last. I wanted to get my shoes too. Shopping can make women happy~ No doubt. At least it works on mum. She seemed so happy shopping and trying on clothes. Yea, i became her servant to bring clothes for her. I'm fine. When she's happy, everyone is happy, i'm happy too. Are you happy? Haha. Skipped the lunch part cause mum PMS again =.=" She has a problem with food?! Walked the whole Midvalley for my shoes =.=" Either i don't like the design or my size is sold out already =( Simply grabbed one and left.

Mum wants one too =.=" I wanted this at first! Blue leh~

But i bought this. Dad said white goes well with anything. Should have bought the black one! White very easy to get dirty~

Dinner time, PMS again. Seriously, something is wrong with her today. I was hoping tomorrow is a better day~ Makan at Seven Wonders Kitchen =) Not much of food pictures cause i forgot my camera and my handphone's battery is running low.

Pineapple fried rice. Tried it for the first time. Wanted to try although i don't eat pineapple cause it smells like Twisties =D

Mum's sour and sweet sauce chicken with rice. Took this cause it looks pretty. Haha.

Enjoying while i can!

 

Where to?

Worried?

船到桥头自然直!

*oh wow, i can type in chinese! xD*

I need positive energy! xD

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