More thoughts..

I feel so lost in my life right now.

What is the meaning of life?

To strive for success?

Along the way, i know there will be uncountable hardships.

To win, you have to lose.

Most importantly you learn to live in the moments.

Because imperfection is beauty.

But how do i realise the beauty of every moment?

Sometimes i wonder is there really not a single soul who can understand me,

or, is it i am the one who doesn't want to be understood.

After all, secrets make a woman, woman. Right?

I know right. So pale :( 

#no craving = no life

BUON APPETITO!

Our group did our first dry run for food sale today. Oh, i am gonna introduce our group's name first. BUON APPETITO! which means enjoy your meal in Italian. The concept of our stall is the combination of Malaysian and Italian cuisians. We spent hours in diet lab just now! I am the assistant production manager and also the head chef for my classic chocolate chips cookies. Hehe. It turned out well thank goodness ^_^ No much comments from the lecture. So now, i just need to figure out the mark up value to determine the selling price for my cookies. On the whole, our foods were okay except two of them. The lecturer actually suggested us to give up on the chicken salad tortilla cause the cost price was too high and not many people actually wanna buy it at that size. And our carbonara. We are supposed to make the sauce from scratch ~.~ We used Campbell mushroom cheese sauce so kena banned. So, i scooped the leftover curry from the roti jala over the spaghetti. Yum yum, it tasted not bad~ Maybe we are making spaghetti curry now? Haha.

Samosa made from scratch.

Chicken salad tortilla.

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I tried jala-ing today ^_^ I am so fascinated!

Roti jala with curry. Yum yum.

Spaghetti bolognese~

Carbonara.

Subway sized ^_^

Cream and cookie cupcakes! First time trying to frost. It looks like shit. Lol.

Making good use of thre leftover frosting! Hehe.

BUON APPETITO!

DO COME AND SUPPORT OUR STALL! ^_^

Recently..

I am feeling pretty down these days.
Without any reason to justify my feeling.
Why? Why am i feeling like this?
Am i too stressed up for exam?
I think the word "depressed" describes my feeling better.
It's like i am scare for exam but i don't really care if i do badly anymore.
I am not motivated to study. I am tired.
The main problem is, i just couldn't bring myself to like the subjects.
And i thought talking to someone will lighten up my mood.
It worked only for the moment.
Once i am left alone again, my gloomy mood resumes.
My appetite and cravings are lost altogether!

Had breakfast with bf.
By bringing me to my favourite's, i know he is trying to make me feel better.
Somewhere in the conversations, i just withdrew myself and lost in my own thoughts again.
He must have felt it too.
The silence, it's so contagious.
I have no idea why.
I hate how i am feeling right now :(

Exotic dinner.

Went all the way to Pudu for dinner last night.

Dad found out about this stall when he passed by it one day. Always crowded. 

I asked him on the way there, what are we going to eat? But he didn't even know what dishes are served there.

Dinner ended up not so pleasant but i promised myself i must blog about it too.

An exotic dining experience for myself since i am quite a picky eater and avoid many foods.

When we reached, it was crowded like usual.

Found an empty table and we were having a difficult time to order our foods!

There are a few soup choices and dad ordered three, which are coconut chicken soup, old cucumber soup and SQUIRREL soup. He said it warms my cold feet and palms. But of course, i couldn't bring myself to try it.

Other dishes on the menu are wild boar curry, chicken feet mushroom, preserved vege and pork, and 四脚蛇, a lizard-look-alike reptile. Omg. 

Not going back for the second time no matter what T.T

The most normal dish was the vege already..

The soups.

Pity the skinny squirrel..

A pan mee stall nearby, thank God!

Apparently, dad finished most of the dishes. 

A movie named Stoker interests me alot!

I realised i have a thing for stuffs like that. Teehee!

Good Morning Subway~

I was craving for it for so long already!

Comforting thing that i thought of whenever i was tired of studying the whole last week.

Rise and shine with Subway breakfast! ^_^

Oh my favourite tuna~

He wanted a picture too. #vanity

Did my market survey for our food sale. 

As the production manager, i need to be initiative and efficient!

*totally focused to mitigate all risks of loss*

Nothing much has happened recently except the usual boring routine being the reason for not updating my blog. Cause there is really nothing for me to blog about. Back to assignments and revisions. Pffftt.

Kid-O

Found this tiny biscuit super yummy! ^_^

But it's a little too oily cause it's creamy butter filling duh.

Fats are what makes food delicious~

Made in the Philippines but bought this from Taiwan though >.<

Anyone knows if it's available in Malaysia?

Thoughts.

 To be flawless does not necessarily mean you have to be perfect.

Just because it is not flawless doesn't mean it isn't perfect.

Would you only be happy if you were to have a perfect and flawless life?

But, perfection doesn't always mean that everything is perfect, right?

Which is why this became my favourite quote of all time.

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. 

It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.” 

Souvenirs from Taiwan!

Love to have breakfast with mum and dad on a Sunday morning! Cause we are always gonna have something nice to eat. Hehe ^_^ Mum wanted to have dimsum cause the weather is so hot nowadays. She wanted an air-conditioning restaurant. But dad wanted pan mee which will make you sweat like crazy after eating. Lol. Went for pan mee at last. Loving this soup pan mee at Semenyih. Fried anchovies, fried onions and minced pork. The most authentic ingredients for pan mee :) Trust me, the soup is really good (y). They serve fried foods as side dish too. You do not need to be afraid if it rains, just, be aware if it rains ants >.< The place is a little too close to mother nature. Lol.

Aunty and cousins were back from Taiwan last night. Envy them. I wanna go for vacation oversea too~ What i requested for souvenir? Something which can endure the hot sun, the wind, the rainy days and the storm. Yea, umbrellas~ Haha.

The milk tea in the bottle is nice~ =D

When i am at home. 

All i do is eat.

Eat and eat -.-

and thus, a food picture to end the post.

德国猪手!

Jessie's treat after getting her salary. 

Had a plentiful dinner at 9:15p.m last night. 

Art. Books. Crafts.

Dough. Egg. Foods. Girls. Home. Ice-cream. Jam. Kok Wai? Lol.

Lat tong pan mee for dinner last night ^_^

Bf took the trouble to fetch me home again although he was super busy and tired. Because i've been craving for pan mee, we had pan mee for dinner. Hehe. Wanted to have loh pan mee initially but the shop was close. He drove me around to find some other pan mee shop :) 

Super congested traffic yesterday's evening. Bought some time to chat. One of our topic of conversation was something to do with art and crafts. What he has made for me so far. I was counting one, two, three, four and five. Missed out the most time-consuming one. Haha. Sorry ah. For an art-and-craft idiot like him, those were great achievements already he said. Lol. But i really love handmade stuffs..means tons more than bought gifts. Right? That's why i love making people stuffs instead of buying for them :) And with the tools i have, i am having fun and satisfaction too :)

Pretty fabric :)

Pastel colours are so in now!

Birthday present from bf two years ago ♥

Books are my favourite too. Books are like golds in my eyes bf said. Lol. That is why i am so excited when BBW returns! xD Buttt, i am too occupied with assignments this week. Bf as well. What a bad bad timing! :(

Sister's haul from BBW. I wanna go too T.T

Books as thick as that are fine but never lecture notes! Two weeks only okay? Pffftt.