A stroll back from campus.

Just walked back from campus after english class and i bought food from those stalls on the roadside ^^ Have been wanting to do so when i saw those stalls lining up along the roadside on my way from campus almost every evening. Tempting~  At that time, i was thinking one day i would find friends to walk back with me so that i can buy food from there. Lol. Didn't know they start doing business in the afternoon too! They probably had started since morning. Tiresome. I woke up at the wrong time today! Supposed to have wake up an hour earlier. Confusion~ Was rushing like a mad person. Luckily i still made it on time and paid my fee too =D Or not i don't need to sit for exam anymore. And in my opinion, it's better that way. Ha~

Chicken rice for lunch

Doughnut instead of apam balik which i've craving all this while. 

Can't take peanut at the moment. Wound is not getting any better =(

Today's class was fine. But i am dead sleepy. We were taught on strategies to write a critique and how to read a text critically =.=" Classmates are all individuals with their own thoughts and perceptions and they know how to voice out their ideas. Well, i am not T.T Plus, my language is bad. I felt some differences in level already. Homework and project outline due next week. And we have to search for NGOs which are co-operative enough to help us in our project. Soka Gakai Malaysia flashed through my mind. Hehe. Wonder if it's relevant. Hmm..

I am constantly very frustrated about having to perform. Performance comes one after another. Guess what? Seniors banned our umbrella dance. Wth? Now we have to start from scratch again. Changing to fan dance though. Easier to handle that a gigantic umbrella. What is this all about? Where do we find the time to study then? And uni is not easy okay? Everything we learn are so deep and detail. And we have know all of them. I have volleyball practice every evening somemore. I don't how to divide my time wisely. I want to cry already lah! T.T

Practice for performance every night too.

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MY DIET IN UNI

Bread for breakfast everyday. Blueberry bun ♥

Then, rice for lunch. My lunch yesterday =D

Soup! Ahhh~ it's been awhile~

And, biscuit and fruit for dinner. 

Who said it's unhealthy? I am eating three meals a day. I am eating more than i am at home and lacking of exercise =.=" That's unhealthy.

My roommate is so hardworking.

Studying 24 hours a day.

And she is stressing me out indirectly.

Me too, have to study whenever i am in the room,

Asno matter how tired i am@@

Ella eh eh eh eh~

Today i am freeeeee~ xD But not totally. I still woke up at 7:30am today to practice my umbrella dance. Don't laugh =.=" Got scolded last night cause we hardly did any practice for our performance on JPD interaction day which is due next Saturday and Sunday most probably. Seniors said JPD lecturers are all VVIP. They only go to five stars hotel. SO! We cannot main-main. Umbrella practice at 8pm again later. Sigh~ After practice, continued to study till i fell asleep. Sleepy lahhhh zzz. And hungry too. I'm trying to studying whenever i have any free time. Stress! Ahhhh~ i feel so lazy to wash clothes. With this tiny-yet-painful-wound on my finger somemore. Don't think it's going to cure if it's constantly in contact with chemical. Feel so bad for skipping volleyball practice again. Dear wound, please recover fast! =(

I'm going to stand in the middle cause i'm the tallest damn.

Haven't been eating properly since the day i got here. I'll only have bread for breakfast, rice for lunch and what's for dinner? Biscuits. Aiya, lazy to go down to the cafe lah. At least i'm not starving myself. And i feel that i actually got fatter xD Dad is worried though~ He said i should eat better when i'm staying outside after i told him that potato buns he bought for me will be my breakfast for three days. Lol. I think i forgot to tell him i only have rice for one meal per day. Not good to make him worries~ But hey, i'm practicing the "An apple/orange a day, keeps the doctor away" concept everyday =) Tonight we have chinese food for dinner cause they are doing catering. Yay! RM3.80 for a pack. Wonder what kinda dishes will they serve us @@

Mum bought this for me. Macam sangat healthy..

Not bad lah. Rice for dinner finally! Got pork xDD

The feeling of loneliness when you're among strangers.
Constantly seeking for understandings.
But they just don't understand you.

This is university life?

Lecture till 5pm today and i am exhausted. Only four hours of lecture alone can make me this tired. How am i going to endure my coming uni life? Have the whole day off tomorrow but Thursday's timetable is super packed so is next week's. And we have to do a presentation on Thursday! Marks will be given @@ Coursemates are planning to have outing tomorrow but i feel like staying back to study. But if i don't join them, i feel like i'm isolating myself. BUT i need to study seriously T.T Chemistry which i used to love studying is driving me crazy now. What's with all those super complicated chemical names and reactions?! Biochemistry is the only subject i am quite okay with so far but it all changes now. What am i going to do? Study harder? I need extra doses of stimulants to make me stay awake first zzz.

Anatomy + Physiology + Instrumentasi + Pemakanan + Pembangunan Diri + Academic Communication II + lots of other activities = Body without a soul.
Instrumentasi alone can drives you insane. I am serious. Lecture conducted in BM and notes are in BM too. Plus you will never understand what the hell is going on even though if you try your very best to focus.
Seniors' advices: Read past year questions will do =.="

There's this Minggu Pengenalan Kelab going on for two days. I am interested in none of them except Badminton. Signed up for that and a major activity under FSK student body where we will have to visit cancer patients. Just for the sake of merit~ Opps, i missed SUKEM volleyball practice just now. Noone informs me zzz.

Lunch at campus cafe. Being a vegan again~

And finally, i went to bilik rawatan. The BSMM fella asked why didn't i come earlier. How am i supposed to know it won't cure itself. I'm used to self-recovery =.="

My skin is starting to peel off. I am undergoing a process similar to a snake's now. Lol.

Midsem exam in one month time.

I know i will do very badly.

Bad time management! =(

Suicidal.

I am just taking taking some time off to blog =p Only had two hours of lecture today. I spent the rest of the day sleeping and self-studying. Well, today is the big day for our superseniors who are going to graduate and end their degree life in UKM. None of the first year under JPD who went to the convo but hey, we did spare some money to buy all of you flowers and we made you all a "Happy Graduation Day!" banner too ^^ 

Ohhh, one bad news for the day, JPD interaction which was scheduled on this weekend had been postponed to an unknown date in the future =.=" cause we are going Bangi again this Saturday for Majlis Penutupan Bulan Mesra Pelajar. Why can't they just end everything fast?! =S

Another bad news, my wound is getting worse ='(

And i have to watch what i eat carefully =(( A vegan?

Going down to attend a talk session with our FSK dekan later. From what we heard, a second year speech therapy student committed suicide last week and now the dekan is gonna some heart to heart talk with us to shake off every suicidal thoughts in us? So stress meh? Sigh~ Alongside with that, we will have to attend Minggu Pengenalan Kelab dan Persatuan later and tomorrow night too most probably. What club should i join? Badminton? Volleyball? Do they have a Math Club? Whatever is it, i just hope it wouldn't consume much of my time. Just wanna fulfill my credit hours to graduate and to get enough merits to stay in KTSN next year. It's better than staying outside it seems..

Study hard!

Home Sweet Home~

Yeah! Finally i'm home! =D Home sweet home~ Had been really busy for the whole week and they allow us to have our Sunday off. Hee xD Hmm, where should i start my story? Basically what had i done for the past week was well, my daily routine of waking up early, getting ready for school, washing clothes, attending lectures in a sleepy mode i've no time for self-study fyi, practicing for performance and volleyball. Couldn't really recall what i did from Monday till Thursday exactly =.=" so let's just talk about Friday and Saturday. Woke up super early on Friday. Why? Since there isn't any class scheduled on that day for JPD? Because there was an English class called for Academic Communication II for band 5 and 6 students dammit! According to my timetable, the class starts at 8am and ends at 1pm. Took the earliest bus to campus and went to FSKB block to check out the venue alone. It's a good thing that i didn't get lost =.=" Met up with a friend and searched our way to the venue stated. And we were lost =.=" Went to the wrong block but we weren't late. We were the ones waiting for the lecturer and the others instead! =/ Went back to FSKB block to ask and the fella in charge asked us to wait till 9am cause the lecturer comes all the way from Bangi. Fine, and so we waited. Got to know that class only starts at 9am cause the students of Dentistry faculty have class from from 8am to 9am =/ We will be smarter next time! Omg, another thing which is still making me feel very concerned. This is not just an English class like others. It's tough. We have to write our own critique (God knows what that is =/) based on argumentative texts, we have to go out to the community to do research on academic concerns and produce a project report, and we too have sit for final exam for this subject. I am still not up to that level yet for sure. I know my own business. My band 5 is so borderline T.T What am i going to do??? ='( Sigh~ After class, took the last bus before lunch hour back to kolej. Lucky we didn't miss it! Took a short nap and i was all ready for the evening and night. Volleyball practice up next followed by event of the week, Freshmen Night performances. Thank God i remembered all my lines. But i was still expressionless. My talent in acting and performing is NIL. I admired how others managed to do so well. Awesome people. The night was long but fortunately we didn't need to stay out of kolej though seniors did mention that we might not make it back on time. That was the end of our so called 1 0 (IO = informal orientation).

The food for the night.

My fair princess =p *he said he looks the prettiest that night =.="*

On Saturday, woke up even earlier. Cause we were required to gather at cafe for breakfast at 6am sharp before we took bus to Bangi for BMP sports event. I was yawning the whole time. Hardly get any sleep zzz. One of the PCs who in-charge of volleyball said something like, "Eh, apalah atlet ni, mengantuk je" lol. And guess what? We made it into the final and we were the victorious party =DDD *clap clap clap* But i have bruises and blue black on my knee and arm now. Sigh~ Worst of all, my face, neck and arms are as red as tomato now and it's painful. Soon they will be as dark as charcoal damn! S.O.S! Moisturising and whitening products desperately in need! =S

My wound. So tiny yet painful =/

Walking our way uphill to some pesta konvo after the match. Like ants xD

Pesta konvo before the real FSKB convo on Monday.

Cute handicrafts on sale! * the giraffes look so cute xD*

There were stalls selling foods and drinks too.

Felt extra heat when i was looking at this particular stall =.="

Snow White! 

Look at what i bought. Now i feel it's too cute to be carried out >.<"

Was having the feeling of nausea right after the match. So uncomfortable! I thought i was feeling that cause i was too hungry. So dad took us to dinner when he came and fetch me but i was still feeling it after i ate. What's wrong with my body??? =( Saw this restaurant and instantly i remembered i saw this on the newspaper we used to base our banner that day. Pitstop. Terrible. This was the first time ever and most probably the last time for us to dine in. The white sauce spaghetti was so watery and it didn't even taste like spaghetti at all. Dad said i can do a better job than that =p

Prices are not cheap too.

=.="

Ordered the dinner set with mushroom soup, drink and scoop-yourself-ice-cream.

My 水饺王帝面.

It really feels so good to be home with the family =) Although i was really sleepy but i woke up early for breakfast with mum and dad. Plus, it's dad's birthday today! =D Had lunch with dad and sisters too just now. Now i know the value of being with the family more =p

Chilli pan mee! Our all time favourite =D

Refreshing~

The twins joined us too xD

Aunt intro this. Not really nice but okla.

Compare to what i have in uni. *this plate of rice is considered good food already cause it's cooked by a chinese but we have to walk quite a distance for it damn*

Going back to KTSN soon =( Another two weeks to endure before i can come home to spend my weekends again. JPD two days and one night interaction day at Rawang next weekend! Another performance awaits. Not to forget lots and lots of practices before that. 

Serious sunburn.

My face is still aching T.T

And why is everyone falling ill?

Performers, so not me.

University is really stressing me out! So hectic! Performances come one after another. Done with Judgement Night performance (where i acted as the green pig in the angry bird game, tortoise in super mario and zombie in tree versus zombie =.="), here comes another performance for Freshmen Night which i am supposed to act a character who has to speak. Damn =.=" I have no talent in acting at all. Just look at my face lah. I hardly show any expression and intonation in my speech and action in daily life and you want me to act now?! =.=" And JPD camp is lining up soon after omg where we have to perform too~ Oh! I missed out practices for volleyball because i got selected to play out of nowhere zzz. But volleyball time was fun =p

Some of my group members. Our theme is Transformer + Marry you.

The only girl guy in the group.

Just now malu-malu, now ask people to take a nice shot of him pulak =.="

The princess and the prince?

NO! The prince and the princess baru betul xD

Memang talented O.O

Look at my props. I am going to act as the King >.<"

And i have the most lines. My goodness. In chinese somemore!

Random picture of my lunch today. Went to a vegetarian shop outside campus. Two dishes for RM4. Expensive eh~

Yerrr, i have to attend English class tomorrow at 8am in campus tomorrow. Why so early?! =( Plus the class isn't even confirmed yet. Waste my time and waste my effort for waking up early if it's cancelled without prior notice. So blur lahhhhhhhhhh~ God please help me T.T

I hope everything will go on smoothly~

Just end them fast! Argh.

I need more than 24 hours a day!

When i was about to rest after getting everything done (bathing and washing clothes) like finally(!), suddenly i got a message saying "Anda telah dipilih untuk menyertai pertandingan sukan BMP untuk bola tampar. Sila  turun ke padang sekarang! WAJIB! O.O My reply to that message was, "Why choose me? T.T" I was just kidding. Ha~ And so, i went. Hit the ball for a few times then that's it. I don't have the confidence to serve eh =( And later at night we have this perjumpaan sukan after our freshmen night practice, i got to know that selection will be carried out for the competition. Ceh, the title, athlete, doesn't suit me at all. I don't even feel like going to the practice cause i am so busy! Didn't go today cause i have class till 7pm. Most probably going tomorrow after class. Class ends at 5:00pm and practice starts at 5:30pm. So rushing! @@ And they didn't postpone the freshmen night. Whyyyyyy T.T I've no time to study myself and i don't understand a thing during lectures. Stress stress stress~~!!! I feel like crying everytime my mind starts to think about that ='( Later have to go for performance practice again at 8:00pm and cheer practice at 9:00pm. Why are all these happening to me? I just wanna study T.T

Mat dou yao. My buddy treated me this yesterday night. So sweet~ ^^

Went campus for class from 10:00am to 12:00pm. Tapao lunch and rushed back to kolej to work on our banner and then took bus to campus again for class from 5:00pm to 7:00pm. Dislike Pembangunan Diri =( I think i'll fail this kursus *touch wood*

For our superseniors who are going to graduate next Monday.

Our masterpiece =)

I painted those yellow creatures with Pei Sin. 

Happy Graduation Day! =D

I have to attend extra class this semester for english subject. I thought getting a band 5 in MUET will benefit you more in university. It isn't the case at all. I shouldn't have work so hard for it. A band 4 is more than enough already =( Yer, other people punya English sure very pro wan lor. Zzz!!! I don't want ahhhhh~~~

Why did you come and visit now?

How am i going to endure?

My goodness, call me superwoman! >.<"