Decided.

Four in the morning.
Why am i still awake?
Bothered by something.
I should have let go long ago.
Chest up.
Bid goodbye!
It's that easy.
Oh, it's so hard!
Tears shed.
Laughters stopped.
No man awaits.
For a moment like this.
Reality is cruel.
But it's inevitable.
Friendships ruined.
Hearts broken.
Life is a mess.
Hoping you're bulletproof.
But who am i to judge?
When i've a gun in hand.
Go away.
My last words for you.
With a full stop.

Happy or not.
It isn't up to you to decide.